What Am I Supposed To Do, With All Of This From You? Poem by Guarded Heart

What am i supposed to do
When everyone around me is telling me to leave you.....

That i deserve better, that i shouldn't put up with you
That it's not worth the grief you put me through
That the stress is tearing up my body
That what you do to me is unhealthy

Yet here you are, saying sorry, but do you mean it?
Do you even know what you're apologizing for?
Telling me that you love me, that i've changed you
When everyone around me say they see right through you

What do you want me to do?
Am i ever going to be happy?
What the hell is wrong with me?
If only we could all see whats underneath........