In my attempt to make you happy
Did i lose you?
Is everything i tried to do
Come back to haunt me
...
I'm a little dissapointed
That you acted that way
Just a little dissapointed
Things turned out this way
...
Sides come together in a fury of battle cries
On one side, she sits, and forgives
The evils that have been done to her
...
Maybe I have wings
That only need to stretch
For you to see them
...
She walks by
She has all of thier eyes
Without trying, she has them hyponotized
All she did was walk by
...
'Prayer changes everything'
Or so they tell me
But if that is case why are we at war
Do you really think mothers don't pray
...
I remember the day
When i saw you walk away
And i felt like i would never see you again
I cried the whole way home
...
You don't know what you have until you let it go,
and the realization that you may not get it back
...
Running through a garden
So innocent and sweet
I see her smile running towards me
My book in my lap, her face in my hands
...
she's noticed him
the way he looks at her
shes not sure what to think
...
Welcome to my heart
Come on in and have a seat
You'll find theres room for you here
I do my best to provide a comfortable atmosphere
...
I will shelter you until it is time
You, born in the image of mine
And of the one i love so well
I will care for you, i promise i will
...
If i had you now
Right now at this moment
I wouldn't let you go
No matter where you had to be
...
If nothing is right, what can go wrong?
Calm is all we want
Love is all we sought
...
I want nothing more than to be mad at you
You don't deserve my forgivness for what you put me through
Yet it seems i'm all to willing to forgive you
It's unfair, but i am in love with you
...
Take me in your embrace
Wipe away the pain, let it be erased
Carry me off to a secret place
You said you would never leave me
...
My God! Don't they hear me?
Don't they hear me pleading?
I'm being taken away, and there is no one to help me
...
Its been so long
Since I have had the comfort of your arms
A mothers love cannot be replaced
Not by anything, least of all this
...
******I NO LONGER WHERE A MASK AND DO WHAT IS EXPECTED OF ME. I LOOK OUT FOR MYSELF, AND MY HAPPINESS, REGARDLESS OF WHAT IT MAY COST ME. IVE MADE A MISTAKE, I HOPE TO MAKE IT RIGHT. I'VE BEEN THROUGH AN INNER TRANSFORMATION AND REALIZED THAT I AM NO LONGER THE REBELIOUS GIRL WITH SHORT HAIR WHO DIED IT PURPLE. I'M DIGNIFIED, CREATIVE, AND CULTURED, SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT HERSELF. I'VE BECOME WHAT I WAS MEANT TO BE, AND I'VE NEVER FELT SO GOOD******* *****LA DOLCE VITA*****)
Have I Lost You
In my attempt to make you happy
Did i lose you?
Is everything i tried to do
Come back to haunt me
Have i lost the one i love the most
Just when i realized that he was the one
Did i offend you in some way
That you seem through
Has your love for me faded
That i might have lost you
I said i was sorry for losing hold of me
You still haven't forgiven me
Does it mean you are lost to me
What can i do to make up for what it is
That has made you lose interest
I don't want to lose you
But if being done with me is what makes you happy
Then i'll be gone, so that you can have what you need
Tell me please, instead of making me think
Letting my mind run from me
Have i lost you and should i prepare
For the pain that is coming next?
Have i done so wrong that you just don't see
Happiness in being with me?
Tell me is it you that i am losing?
i love the im a goth poem its very powerful and i can relate totally im a goth too and my family and friends dont understand me at all! my boyfriend hates it because i wear guy clothes most of the time and i only wear black so cudos to writting about it i loved it and keep writting your an amazing writter! Colleen