What Could'Ve Been Pt. Ii Poem by Gianni Vespucci

I always end up doing this to myself
Finding my own special queen
And for some reason by any means
I always lose them, Leaving me with nothing left

It started off with those bread sticks
When I knew that I would fall for you
As a matter of fact, We both knew it was true
Felt like the most sacred of relics

I don't know happened but it all fell apart
Felt like a one drop roller coaster trip
Still I cherish our relishing friendship
And I hope I will always be in your heart

You remind me of an emerald jewel
That has the power, over all, to rule

Sometimes I feel like it's still there
But maybe we're just close enough
And it's floating somewhere in the air
To find another diamond in the rough

I wish I knew what you were thinking
So I could finally know
I wish we would start linking
Because I don't want to let this go

This is causing major confusion
I'm not sure what's real
But I hope what I see is an illusion
And the truth holds beauty as pure as teal

But this is reality that we are in
The second telling of what could've been