What Do I Poem by Amadai Nicolas

What do I think
When you've gone so far
And so deepply quiet

I have been forgotten

What do I do
When it seems so clear
That I am a forgettable part of your past

I try forgetting

What happens
When I try forgetting you
letting go of your memories

I get headaches, can't go further

What will you say
When you hear this
that letting you go is not an option,
That I just can't

(But) You don't even notice
That I lack ''you'', I'm without you