What Do I Do? Poem by cece

I should, I should, I should
But part of me says no
I wish I could make up my mind
I’m missing the part of me that you just brought home

I want, I want, I want
Saying it like that makes me feels so bad
But it’s the truth
Without you I am just so sad

I can, I can, I can
I know I have the guts
But all the pressure
Is just driving me nuts

I’m feeling all those emotions
My heart feels so eroded
Why can’t I just say what I’m feeling?
It could give my life all new meaning

What else am I feeling, oh yeah
I dread I dread, I dread
For so many emotions
That are lying ahead

The sadness the madness
The sensation of being alone
Maybe if you had some compassion
You could just be your own

I’m hearing things going back and forth
I don’t really know what’s going on
I’m dying to know what you’re thinking
Why can’t you tell me heart to heart?