What Do I Do Now Poem by Silent Death

what do i do now?
i dont know where to go from here
it was either death or you
so i chose life
and look at me now
i have lost all that meant anything to me
can you tell me what i should do now?
she hates me way more than needed
and so do they
why should i live for one more day?
what difference does my pathetic life make?
you showed me how to live, can you tell me how to die?
tell me what do I do now?
my life has been nothing but a failure and a big mistake so far
what will change about it in the future?
how much is in store for me?
is there some big life secret i will find?
i just want you here by my side
i just wish for you to take me away from here