What Do You Want? Poem by Lydya Salas

Waht?
Am I your little slave?
Is that what I am to you?
Think again! !
'Cuz I'm not, but why choose me,
whne there's someone else you want
I am not your little friend, I am most certainly
not your play toy
What do you want from me?
My life?
My family?
My death?
If it's death then you're gonna need to try harder,
but don't think you're going to get it..
you can forget about that
Unless I decide to do it myself.
Why?
Why does it have to be this way?
Close me off and shove me away
like you don't need me
I've shut myself off from reality
It's too much for me to handle
I need you God, WHere ever you are?