Misunderstood/Mistake Poem by Lydya Salas

Why?
WHy me? Why now?
I feel the world closing in on me.
What should I do?
Who should I trust?
Who should I tell?
NO ONE! !
I feel so scared
to let the pain flow through my veins
I want to live, but to see
how much the pain life causes me to feel
I wonder how deep the blade will go.
Do you know? 'cause I sure don't
I cry
I want to die,
but why must I feel this way?
I don't understand why pain hurts
NO one- understands what it feels
like to be called out of name
The person who really does
IS YOURSELF.
Do I give up? Let go?
I can't choose
I start to cry
Please try tot hide
but wherever I go
everyone already knows
Am I a simple piece of paper?
I know, I'm the escaper
Save me from myself
Protect me from the world
I watch the time pass by
I hear another cry
Is it coming from me? No!
It came from my family and friends
The sound of deep sorrow
They wonder what they could have done
Walk beside me, push me, hold me
I trusted you
YOU HURT ME
I try to hide
I cry
I see death right before my eyes
Do I let it take me under or do i try to stay strong and fight?
I needed you! !