What I Feel For You Poem by Mark Anthony Mendoza

First I enter that door I was so uneasy
I felt so cold that I thought I couldn't find the light
Though I was just looking for work then
Not expecting to see a road leading to love.
Then You pass by while I was waiting for time
A second seems to be an hour and then the wind blew strong
Though the room is closed, I cant explain where the wind came
But then I look back at you and suddenly you are gone.

Was it just an coincidence or just a passer by
But what I felt I could never forget, for it was like i'm fallin deep
Then I asked myself, How could a stranger do such thing
When I knew nothing at her at all, but only her eyes I saw.
Or was it a sign that in that office there's a road I was looking for
To see the light, to see the happiness I was searching for
Too many question arise, yet clueless, so I just ignore
Yet inside me I wanted to go inside and look once again

You passed 2 or 3 times and never pass again
yet every pass, I feel just the same as I felt at first
How wonderful, how mind blowing, but the feeling is good
Maybe then there's something in you I have to see.

With all chances. I came back and work at that office
Hurrying to enter that office just to see if i'll feel the same
And as I open the door I looked back and forth
But saw nothing of your trace.
So I sat and just start to work, maybe then tomorrow is another day
Before the day is over suddenly the wind blew again
I turned back and saw you walking by...
Don't know what to say or do, but instead I just look at you and turn back

Weeks have passed and yet I couldnt talk to you
I was too scared that I couldnt even say a word when chances is there
I just look at you and your eyes, and then something whisper into me
I saw what is inside of you that they can never see.
Im not a mind reader, or a fortune teller
But it seems every move you do I could see what it ment
Destiny or soulmate.. whatever they called it
But to me the feeling is strange yet so true.

And now I know I got to move.. i got to confirm
If what i've thought to you is true.
And for the first time we begun to talk and talk
I dont know what i'm saying then but all I know..
..is that I have to say something just to let you speak.
We then became friends and everything seems to be great
We exchange laughs, jokes, and problems...
That I feel so very comfortable with you.

But the more I get to know you the more questions arise
How do I know how see feels?
How do I know what she likes?
How do I know what's inside of her?
For some reason it just pop out on my mind thru my heart
Scary! I know.... 'coz i think it's a sign of something
Something we both not ready for.

But now how could I deny the feeling inside
That every smile I take, it's obvious it's because of her
That every look I take... i'm looking inside of her heart...
I know she could see it.. but just kept it inside of her.
For now I couldn't say this LOVE i'm feeling for
For it's too fast to be LOVE
But all I know the feeling is great and that feeling I feel...
...makes me a better person

I'm not gonna call this LOVE for now...
I dont know what, I dont know how...
But all I can see for now...
...that whatever this road is taking the both of us
It's destination is to where and what we call...
LOVE.

and this is how i feel for you! ! !