What I'Ve Become Poem by Guarded Heart

A mothers fault can be her own demise
With an ending she will truly despise
Someone will only try so hard
You can only push someone so far
I'm only willing to take a few more steps
Before I give up and quit

I'm hurting inside, it's tearing me up
And i have only one to which i can confide
Yet its no wonder i've become
a person afraid to fall in love

You've had an affect on who I am
You will alter who i become
I'm so far down
That you can't beat me any further
You've degraded me
Until there is nothing left

Now no matter how hard i try
To break out of what you made me
In the back of my mind
You'll be there telling me i can't
That I'm not good enough

The face that I wear for all those to see
is the result of what you've made me