What Should I Do? Poem by kelly berry

What should I do?
Killed him like you killed your brother.
Watched him scream and cry for help that was never going to come.
Laugh in his face like you did.
Is this what I should of done?

What should I do?
Should I act like I done nothing wrong.
Even though I slept with him like you told me to.
I want to hide away from you, as I know that you owned me.
I will never be free of you even if I run
Is this what I should of done?

What should I do?
Be like a puppet at your side.
Do what you tell me to do as if I had no pride.
Be that woman you really long to touch even though I am not.
Should I just listen and not speak a work to you.
Is this what I should do?

What should I do?
I know what I die that means you not get me.
I could run away and change my name.
I am not sure what to do.
I cannot stay here with you.
This is what I know I can do