When It's Through: (( Poem by Eman Awad

I never mind the tears,
they come with a strange relief.
I just dread the fears,
that cause insomnia and disbelief.
And all those memories of you and i,
how once we waited eagerly for tomorrow.
And how we almost touch the sky,
we've felt nothing of the pain or sorrow.
Now our song kills me to hear,
i just want to defy it all and run to you.
I owned the world when i had you near,
i just can't believe that it's all through.
All my hopes and fantacies are gone,
your voice and your face went in a glance.
I can't go out there seeking the one,
when i know in my heart you're my last chance.
Never felt so safe or so secure,
i wanted to sleep in your arms forever.
Never felt so certain or so sure,
my only dream was to end up together.
When it's through i'm through,
a part of me will die each day.
I'm nothing if not with you,
how can we end up apart and away.
Give me the strength and i,
will fight and conquire the whole universe.
But if as so feels only i,
you'll end up as just a perfectly rhymed verse.
The stars no longer shine,
the sun no longer rises or sets.
Nothing's right if you're not mine,
and all my words will just be of my regrets...