When Life Ends Poem by Rosalita Fern

I wonder if ill feel the pain,
as i slice through my wrists?

Will I feel anything as
my veins run free from blood?

Will i fall in to a gracefull sleep followed by my ultimate death?

Will i cry in pain as i cut deeper?
Will I scream as my blood pumps furiously out?

Will my past loved ones help me to heaven or hell?
Or forever be alone as i am here?

Im wanting this.

Im waiting to go

Be free

Free to fly the Robins Flight.

When life ends.
Will I be truely thankful or feel whole hearted guilt at leaving you?

I wish i knew the answer for there is only one outcome.