Where I'Ve Been Poem by Shanna Conrad

I've been through good times
and I've been through bad
I've been through times when I was sad
I've been through times when I wished I was dead
Sometimes I think I'm not right in the head
Sometimes I just want to live in my bed
My parents didn't know why
I would just cry and cry and cry
I didn't know why
I just knew I had to cry
You see I bottle my feelings up inside
They used to come out across my arms
and when the scars went away I was like darn
Then like a cat attracted to yarn
My heart was in his arms
I was so happy then
but that was then and this is now
I still don't know how
I will ever be found
I guess this is goodbye for now
Oh and call me when you think I've been found
I'll come around
When my soul is found