Who Am I? Tomorrow I'Ll Know Poem by Noah Ohler

Bent over backwards
for a feeling of numb
nearing heart attacks
can't turn back
the knees drop
worlds stand still
held by a thread
almost, yes dead
wake up, wake up
watch the clocks
lost in time
faint taste of lime
amounts in numbers
reach up higher
the higher you go
to go with the flow
visions blur
keys lock the door
heads hang in space
hand in hand replace
let me lay down
basic levitation
I'll give up sleep
if you hold me deep
enter the body
leave your own
again and again
and only, only then
minds can race
bodies lose function
using what kills
for pleasure thrills

Who am I?
I forgot my name
tomorrow I'll know
With a heartbeat's ember