Who Is She? Poem by Nom Nom Nom

All she asks is to be somewhere where she belongs
but that's just a silly dream in her head
she knows what's right or wrong
but she's on a very thin thread

Walking down the dark streets at night
feeling so alone, so cold
everything she does, doesn't end right
she can't wait to get old

She slices her wrists, thinking that's the key
but really it's killing her inside
she whispers to herself 'this isn't me'
while she runs and finds a place to hide

She thinks 'when will this pain end? '
why won't it go away?
she disappoints all her childhood friends
and hates waking up the next day

Walk down the streets with no shoes on
step on the broken glass
she wonders if anyone knows shes gone
she should get some sleep or she'll miss her first class

Drink until you can't see straight
get as high as the sky
ignore the empty feeling someone was nice to create
tonight wrap yourself up in my arms and just cry

This girl is who I feel like every single day
the one who's smile has finally faded
I can't push the depression away
aren't you glad what my parents have maded?
I'm not a monster, I'm just broken in pieces
my hearts in two
I'm covered in bruises
the scars on my body, are my personal tattoos

Who am I? Some emotional little girl who's afraid?
who am I to tell myself what to do
am I the only one who's friends with my blade?
oh how I wish all this way untrue

Beautiful, how could she hurt you?
how can she make you bleed?
look again at the issue
she just wants to be freed

Sixteen is young, I know
she's to young to want to hurt herself so much
but this is what her heart tells her so
did you know she cries at every single touch?
painful, horrible to take in
she's thinking wrong
she's uncomfortable in her own scarred skin
this isn't where she belongs

~ Nom ~