Who Is There To Save Me? Poem by McKenzie Mickey

The fights, the pain,
Emotions swirling about,
Anger, sadness, mourning,
Wanting what cannot happen,
Peacfulness in mind and body.

What do i do to ease the pain?
Do I cut, stab or cry?
Let it out or keep it in?
Screm till I go hoarse,
Or do I cry till no tears run?

Emotions running wild,
Bouncing about,
I feel like screaming,
Crying or yelling works too,
How do i let it out?

Without hurting those i love,
Even if they do no love me back,
I want to tell, I really do,
But how when all I do,
Is hide and cry,
Wanting to let it out,
Yell, scream to the world.

Does he hate me so,
That he wants to leave?
What have i done to deserve this?
I want him to know,
But he doesnt listen.

He doesnt like me,
It's easy to see,
But hard to watch,
Listening to cruel words,
Hurts my ears.

Pushed around day by day,
Living together does not work,
But I dont want to see him go.

Why don't you rip out your heart,
So you can feel my pain,
'Cause that's what it feels like,
Why have you done this to me?
I didn't want this, no one does,
Yet it happens anyway.

Who is there to save me?
Can i turn to those who call themselves my friends?
Can they be trusted? Will they understand?
Will I becoe insane? or stay sane?
What will happen to me?