Why do problems have to happen?
Why does death have to show his ugly face?
Why does pain have to exist?
Why do I put suffer in its place?
Why do you blame everything on me?
Why is everything my fault?
Is it because you hate me?
Is it that I hate myself?
Are you trying to teach me a lesson?
Are we drifting apart?
Do you really mean what you say?
Are you giving me something to believe in?
Tho telling me words you and I don't believe,
I'm never going to buy.
I don't know myself anymore,
Actually I never have,
I don't know what I'm suppose to do,
I don't know what words I'm suppose to say to you.
I may be different,
I'm not going to lie,
I may of made some stupid mistakes,
Tho with everything that's going on,
I don't know what else to think.
I think of every possible way,
To remove problems from ym mind,
I can't treat you like family,
I don't know who you are anymore,
Is it that I don't know myself?
I'm not myself right now,
Actually I never have been,
Tho don't worry,
I'll figure it out by myself.
Today I'll say my goodbye,
Tho don't hope it's my last.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem