Why? Poem by Jennifer Tkacz

Why do I sit here and over think you?
You let me go and my heart aches for you.
I don't want to be in your dreams, I want to just let go.
I have everything that you could not give me.
I should be happy for you and what you got.
But why do I sit here and think of you?
I miss you, I miss being able to hear your voice.
I miss knowing I can call you at 4 am and you answer.
I miss giving you my heart.
Maybe I just miss the chase of you.
But why do I sit here and wonder?
I wonder what if you made the wrong choice.
I wonder that you should have picked me and not her.
Most of all I wonder what would have happened if I would have stayed.
Would I be your regret or the love of your life.
But why do I sit here and think she promised to treat you well, shouldn't that be enough?
She must be able to give you everything I couldn't.
I need to say goodbye and realize there are plenty of fish.
Your just a comfort me so I need to let go and love you as my best friend.
I might know everything about you and how to help but I need to go look for my love and stop hoping it would be you.