Why Poem by Cindy Wright

Why do I have to love you so?
Why did you let me fall for you at all?
Why aren't you here for me now?
Why can't you see what you have done to me, to us?
Why is it me that has to wait? Why don't you understand that you are killing me,
My heart is filled with so much ache.
I'm going to fail, fail a test that I can't stand.
I'm spiteful and vindictive, this you have to already know.
Why can't you visit me and make the effort if you really care?
Just show me. That is all I ask of you.
Why are you toying with my emotions like this? Why use me
for all that I give?
When I give you my all, this isn't fair, not fair at all.
You may ruin me and ruin any chance anyone else may have with me.
Why? Why would you do that to me?
Do you not care enough to make things right?
I am not whining, I am broken hearted and crying.
Why do I have to love you so?
~~CindaSue~~