Why? Poem by Jenel Shain

Why?
By, Jenel Shain

Why do you hate me? Why don't you care? Why don't you love me? Why am I not good enough? Why do I want to die? Why can't I breathe? Why is this pain getting stronger? Why is everything so blurry? You use to only be a figment in my head, now I can't stop thinking about you when I go to bed. My life is rotting, and it's like hell. I wish to waste my life away. I hope I die soon or fade away. When you look at me, I melt. When you talk to me, I freeze. When you leave, I cry. When you ignore me, I want to die. The deeper I go, the more I suffer, hoping that you'll suffer too. You'll never know how much I really loved you. You'll never know that you're the only one I my life that makes me who I am today. I love you with all of my heart, and hoping soon you'll know that you are the only one for me.