Why Aren'T You Here Poem by Carrie Salazar

its all coming down
i cant stand the pain
i fear if i cry i would not stop
is my life crashing down before my eyes

i force myself to say im okay
but im not
im so confused in all i do
im tangled in a mess and i cant get out

ive hit rock bottom
it feels like the end
i feel like im lost
im looking fot the anwers
but i cant find a single one

i gave my life oyu
so why is it that
i feel like your not here
your're supposed to be here always

why do i hurt like i do
i feel like im in over in my head
u said u would never give me something i couldnt handle
so why is it like this