Why Can't I Just Forget? Poem by Phoenix1 Smith

Why can't I just forget
want to pass this chapter
this ache does not help me
still my heart feels the pain
I still don't understand
I've given so much love
and this is what I got..
written in all your poems
since years and years ago
sweet love you have for her
I will never ever
believe that you love me
for you have forgotten
that I've a heart the feels
a heart that bleeds of pain
in each time I see how,
you showed your love to her
showered her with sweetness
lovely songs and verses
which for the longest time
you've never done for me
however much I begged..
you really think I'm blind
you thought I do not know
how much you have loved her
can I ever forget?
I am still so hurting..
Why can't I just forget....