Why Can'T I Realize What I'Ve Done? Poem by Adrian Cordova

It time to push punishment away.
Leave the awkward silence behind.
I want you to know that I've caused this damage, and this time it's something I can't put back into place.
Running away from fate is a futile atempt at living, but baby it's the only way to live for me now.
I promise you one day I'll come back for for you, not as the boy that's courted you, but the man you deserve to have.
And know that the more I think this over the more I feel like I should stay and die.
So I'm going to leave.
Right now.
In a hour.
Sometime today.
Tommorow.
Next week.
Next month.
Next year.
Never.
I…I'm just not strong enough to live without you.
So I guess I'll stay for you.