Why Did I Play Games? Poem by Shawna King

Every day is the same
feeling all the guilt and pain
Why did I have to play games
cause now i'm alone wondering what could have been
What did I think I was going to gain
I miss walking up to his joyful smile
I miss the hugs that made me feel loved
I miss the feeling of his soft skin
Why did I play those games
He was the sparkle in my eyes
When we kissed fireworks flew to the sky
He told me I will love you till we die
as I continued to tell him lies
I knew I had everything
but why could't I choose between two guys
I know I made a mistake that I cant change
But I hope one day you will care for me again
cause I know I will love you till I die
and that's the truth there's no more Lies...