Why Do I Cry Poem by Harashia Crawford

As I sit up here in my room alone,
Why do I cry?
That question stays in my head.
Is it because I choose to stay in the house?
As the time slowly passes by,
Waiting for my boyfriend top come home
From a long day at work.
will time ever die?
I wonder that as i also wonder
Where are my friends,
I don't understand why
Is it becuase I don't participate wiht the family?
I don' t know, as I sit and sigh.
I think of future thoughts,
About the day I become Mrs. Cassano.
But if I love him and is so happy with him,
Why do I feel so Low?
I know it's not him, so why?
Tell me, what's the reason?
Why do I cry?