Why Do I Want To Die? Poem by Heidi Thoms

I created this poem a few years ago, like all the other i've posted, there not very good but I havent made anything new in a long time. Sorry.

Im so sad.
No... im Depressed.
I hate this life.
I don't want to be here anymore.
I want to die!
... but why?
Why do I want to die? !
... or is it... that... I just want to feel Pain?
... that could be it...
But how do I kill myself slowly and feel Pain?
... I've got it!
Slit My Wrists!
Feel the sharp blade slowly cut across my skin...
and release the blood.
Let it Flow...
but again... Why do I want to die?