Why Me? Poem by Nathan Zimmerman

I hate telling my feelings but here I go,
when people ask me If I'm upset I say no
day by day I feel alone
there's nothing else I'd rather do than Angrily moan
there's no such thing as happiness, but only the dark
if happiness is still a thing I really want it to spark
I know that day will never come so might as well just end it all
I have to give my valuables away and make my last final call
No one believed you, so when that day came you had to end it all