Why Me Poem by Cathy Phew

I have thought about it over and over again
tried to break it down so that i can understand
day and night and i still can't figure it out
so i was wondering if you could just help me out

See i know myself, every dimension and every aspect
when i look at you am mesmerized by what i see
with your poisness, gallantness and selfesteem
You stand out even when you try to blend in
So am thinking to myself and praying at the same time
''Dear God, he is truly a blessing! ''

Now the ball is my court
self analysis is the game
am caught up in my thoughts
the score board shows i've lost
but you still wont abort
so you leave me quit flummoxed

Why are you with me? What do you see?
am always loosing but why wont you leave
the worlds accusing me but you still wont believe
am not a critic but i sure know whats real
maybe am blind or maybe am right
am glad to have you but i just got to ask
What do you see? Why me?