Wondering Poem by Sabrina Brown

I been wondering am I loved or am I just here so u can get attention,
Am I the only one that's being treated like this or should I feel like a statue.
Maybe not a statue cause u just won't let me stay still.
So let me wonder more should I be aloud to hang around people because of what they might do,
Or should life get harder for me
I mean because everything I do its just bad not necessarily but it makes me feel different so should I wonder more or ask myself questions?