Wondering.. Poem by Rianda Sulistyaningrum

I wonder.. What is dream?
Something that you desire?
Something that you must get?
Or something that you can let go but hardly can be forgotten?

I wonder... What is family?
The one who share blood with you?
The one who always care for you,
Or the one who always quarrel with you?

I wonder... What is friendship?
Something to treasure in it's peak time,
and throw away when I am far away?
Someone to be pleased and to be with in leisure time?
or someone to be cried on in the saddest time?

I wonder... What is life?
sad life? happy life?
While the borders between them is as thin as hair.

I wonder... What is love?
Enjoyable or heartbroken thing?
Isn't it stupid to feel happy and sad in the same time?
Aware with fashion and stuff?
Questioning yourself..
Uncomfortable.. Insecure.. Jealous?

I wonder... What is faith?
Something to believe when you, yourself know that you are still seeking about it?
Or just wanna take it easy,
Know nothing and believe in blindly?

I wonder.. Who Are You?
A Friend? An Enemy? A Stranger? A partner?
Doubt and Doubt.
Trying to protect my fragile heart.
Every single pieces that might remain,
after the calamity that came.

And I, too wonder... Who Am I?
Who makes me, -ME- now..
Who shape me as -ME- now..
Is it my dream, my family, my friends,
Is it life, love, faith,
Or, IS IT YOU...?