Words Poem by Kylee Bartz

There are words in me that I want to say but can't and why can't I?
what words are they? are they "we should break up"?
No. Help. I want to say help.
what is wrong? do you need me to come?
I want to say yes. But all I can say is no.
i will come tomorrow, i dont have the money for gas right now.
No.

I wanted to say I need you now I will give you all the money I have I just need you.
All I could say was nothing.
You said "what is wrong? " again.
I wanted to say my uncle died on his goddamn birthday do you really not understand
why I am upset because you should.
I wanted to say the world is all wrong nothing is right why does this happen?
Where are the words?