Words Dont Always Come Easy Poem by Sean Buchsbaum

Its another night
Your searching again
For those words you lost
To the person
Who you lost it to
Found so easily
Later
In the dream
In your head
Played once
Again
Showing the future
As you saw it yesterday
Feeling so lost
Because
You cant talk to who
You really want
To be with
But everything
Is so centered out
But scattered about
Looking for what
I really want
Found the thing
That meant the most
And I cant show it at all
Holding myself back
For what I no will come
Im wondering what I can do
Realizing that
Nothing will come if I dont find her first
And show her how I felt
For so long
Finding my words in all this
Questioning myself the whole time
The words in between the lines
Making my world spin free
Saying all that I could say
All at a time
A stumble of words
Just a stutter
But a frightful
Time
My heart gone
A beat lost to my words
Thinking about you
Holding on to your words
Keeping what I had left
Together
Wishing that
All is truly
How I felt