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Unaccountably lonely in autumn.

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I'd like to see God in my dreams.

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On some days looking at the autumn sky I feel peace of mind.

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If I don't kill myself it is because I believe in Christ.


A DOVE

A dove's voice at the window . . .
I hear it most joyfully when my temperature is low.


SOLILOQUY IN BED

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They flow naturally.
What should I do with these tears?

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I'd like to spread zealously the name of Jesus Christ
who was crucified to save us.

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I'd like to recover soon
and spread the names of God and Jesus.

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There are nights when I fall asleep
to the sound of the waves meshing with my thoughts.
There are times when I can't sleep at all.

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Tomiko,
I don't mean that.
I mean that if I must die anyway
then please let me die with a beautiful heart.

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Tomiko,
when we knew happiness together,
those times when I was to blame for things,
I can now see very clearly.

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Seen through the window, the sky and flowing clouds—
I turn away from their excessive seriousness.

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Tomiko,
I can't stand being in bed alone.

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O Heavenly Father,
please save this feeble body and soul
and let me work on behalf of the light of God and Christ.

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Oh,
what can I do?

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Days of Purgatory.
Days of Purgatory.

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Tomiko,
when not calling God's name
I'm calling yours.

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Clouds float by in the sky
and
are looking at me abed.

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I will be together with the heart of God.

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Momoko and Yooji,
it's painful that I can't see you.
I'm happiest at having been your father
and not anyone else's.

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Ah, how wonderful the sound of those waves.
I'd love to go to the beach.

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Tomiko,
I am ill
and thinking of you as my mother.
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