Yeah I Was Depressed Poem by Anonymous Still

yeah i was depressed
but i was expected to keep that smile
no matter how much the day would get me stressed
but nobody cared enough to listen all this while
i shouted and whined everyday on how i felt so alone
but you had nothing much to say
except those 'victorious' situations of struggle you had won
I always wanted to listen that somebody cared enough
but no matter how the situation would take toll on me
i was expected to be mentally strong and tough
I stopped talking to all of you sudden
but you had your own reasons that you stopped talking for you were busy
everyday how i wanted to cry and lessen this burden
all this had taken so much toll on me that i had started to feel dizzy
oh yeah some of you mocked me for i was alone
it felt like i have become a matter of ridicule
and a part of my soul had is withdrawn
and felt like telling you all about my situation was like i was making myself fool
when i wanted to hear its okay to be sad
you reminded me of how unhappy i am always
didn't know whether you all were trying to make me feel good or bad
some of you broke me to the worst when it was a challenge foe me to get through the day
when i wanted to hear that i am not the only one in this
you made me feel like this was happening only to me
you gave me advice on how all the fun would i miss
and still had the courage to ask why didn't i feel like glee
when i wanted to end my life
when everyday i felt like a loser
when everyday i would feel like a withered flower without water
when everyday i would yearn for love
when i would feel like my soul could not take it anymore and approaching the end
you all truly badly perfectly in the most emotionally draining period of my life failed as friends! ! !