Years Poem by sharayah Hodson

The years dont seem long. until your waiting for one to pass or trying to remember one. The moments seem pure until you think of the fears. The fears that you forgot you had and new ones you realize you didnt have then. no worries of times to come just wanna get up and have fun. it hurt to think you should have done thing dfferently and instead pretend to be nice, instead of just win the fight that you decided not to because you didnt want you dad to know who you really were. now he see's me 15 years later, and all he can say is i'll see you later. i dont know what he thinks of me but i wish atleast he thought deeply. i know that i have shamed him but all i want is to not blame him. blame him for the pain that doesnt seem to fall away in the rain and he doesnt even know that i' in pain.