Yene Fekir Poem by Nebil Elias

Yene fekir, Do you recall the first time we met?
Through such beautiful midnight texts, your grin and voice shone over
It pulled us closer together as time went
You were my life's love, my rock, and my savior in the midst of a disaster

You elevated my mind when I was feeling unsure or down
Tender stolen kisses when no one was around
Two heartbeats echoed of its pure eternal bliss
No other love can define such a beautiful wish

Then the insecurities began to gradually sink in
A misunderstanding is how your trust issues first begin
The cadence of my past continued with the injustice of its due
What happened to love, my sincerest emotions I've devoted mainly to you

A day in time never mattered about my questionable past
Labeling the foundation of our love a wasted blast
My heart an emotional outcast
The silence, and then the mistrust, you've now thrown in the towel
Punishing my heart for my previous behavior of disavowal

How could we ever move past this?
When loud voices in union speaks of its an ugly reminisce
I looked up into your dark brown eyes, I see the unwavering hurt
Desires generating between us, yet without emotional rebirth

Look me in my eyes
And tell me why
Mistrust now applies

Do you recall when our souls once blended?
My heart, body, mind, and soul were always in it
Lost sparks for us no longer mending
Love and hate words we're now sending

Sentiments to feel are so fragile, so weak
The uncertainties when you touch me, tells me what your mouth cannot speak
We fell in love, yes, it was written among the stars from the start
Now you look upon me with fear to trust in your heart

Have we both lost control, the momentum of what could never be?
Retained emotions, the desires, the passion that once brought us to our knees
The breath to love you, surrendered into me to feel, to see
Unfounded trust issues have compressed our love, now we refuse to breathe, believe