In this time I sit here,
With these words inside my head,
I wonder what you're doing,
I should think of other things instead,
I don't like to let my mind,
Wander off in thoughts of you,
It just continues to bring me down,
Then I'm lost and feeling blue,
I focus on the good things,
That are in my life right now,
I pick myself up and carry on,
I get through the moment somehow,
Through the pain I find that I,
Can keep that little part,
Holding thoughts of you close inside,
After all you are my heart,
Another anniversary passed,
This time I didn't cry,
I attached wings to my sorrow,
And sent it off to fly,
Where it goes I do not know,
Yet I know it will return,
I find a place to reflect upon,
All the things I've learned,
I may stumble here and there,
I may even fall off my horse,
But I refuse to let this pain,
Distract me from my course,
Go on about your life my son,
I want you to have joy,
I also need you to be aware,
That you are still my little boy,
People tell me to be strong,
As you get older you will see,
How important your mother is,
That you'll come back to me,
In the interim I'll keep living,
Waking up with determination,
Continuing to find my smiles,
Getting through this situation.
07/19/12
A sadly beautiful write...And yes your Son will always be your litttle boy, as a Mothers love in infinite and whole...Time, hope, faith &prayer might see things change for the better...I admire your message & attitude. ~FjR~
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I loved what you wrote but I felt sad and found myself in your place.Beautiful! !