You Don'T Even Know Who I Am Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Left alone, outside the airs cold
I'm stranded on a memory I can't forget
Replaying it over and over in my mind
Winter fades to spring and spring fades to summer
Yet I still remain the same, still broken and forlorn
My eyes hold all the tears that have built up threw the tears
My heart still badly bruised and cracking every time it can
The sun shines down on me yet I do not feel its warmth
Betrayed by my own desperation I fade into the shadows
No light will touch my cheek, no kiss to make me smile
The poison brought by the jealous lust kiss me
Take your rage off of me, I did nothing to deserve this
Live my life as days turn to months and yet I still gain pain
Stabbing me over and over again as I take in a breath of life
Will my end come soon? Would you mourn for me if I fell?
The path is so dark now and there is no hand to guide me
But I'll follow my instants and listen to my heart
It guides me in the right direction so I need no ones help
The daggers so hot from your deception
How could you be so cruel when things were falling apart?
I pulled my self away from everything, for fear plagued my heart
Yet you cant be so bold as to ask what's wrong?
In time of pain I coil to my self, reflect off past things
Become distant and ignore the ones who care
Because I feel like its my burden and no one else should see it
Yet you don't seem to understand the very being I am.
Well it's a shame you haven't met the real me
Because your to blind with jealously to see who I am
So I turn away from the light and seek comfort with the shadows
Because they don't judge me for simple mistakes
They care for who I am, nothing less, nothing more
So fade from me, until you can see clearly
I don't need the added aggravation and hurt you claim onto me
I'll turn my back to you and follow down the same path we crossed
Maybe one day you'll see your wrong but I'll fade away
Forget about me, its just that easy, not like I meant anything to you anyway
So I bid you farewell and follow the same path I was travailing before
Maybe one day our paths will cross again but I don't listen until
You see the truth before your clouded eyes