You Dont Understand Poem by charlotte marie peachey

how can i make you understand
when you wont listen when i explain?
thats the only reason i turn to a blade
its to help release the pain
i know is weird and i could do it another way
but to me this way gets me through the day
im not a freak, im just alone
waiting for you to understand my tone
its not that i dont love you
its not that i dont care
its just that im in alot of pain
that to me just aint fair
its not that i cant smile, its not like i dont laugh
its just that inside i have this aching pain
that forever seems to last
you complain when i draw pictures of me
of the way things should be
with me 6 feet under
and for you to forever wander
why would i do that kind thing to you
but maybe if you understood id still be alive
TODAY! ! !