Will It Ever End Poem by charlotte marie peachey

I wake up everyday,
mainly to my dismay,
the pain it caused will never end,
I never had the strength to tell a friend,
how do you open up,
when your whole life you kept it shut up,
how do you get the pain to subside,
when all you want to do is curl up and hide,
this whole thing is my fault,
I couldn't tell my mother I was his default,
even when I escaped the crime,
I knew I would never regain the time.