You Just Have To Let It Go... Poem by shane ferrer

I remember the times and the memories
when we're happy and laughing
way back then after our chat
you said to me the magic words'I LOVE YOU'
but then i told you, 'LET'S JUST REMAIN BEING FRIENDS'
for the purpose that friendship never ends
and i'm afraid that when i tell you i love you too
one day that will all fade away
but then you don't know how i feel for you
then one day i saw you with somebody i know special for you
i'm suppose to run away but then you called my name
so i face you and then you suddenly said, 'MEET MY GIRL'
then i felt a cold air fleeting and i thought my world stopped revolving
the beat of my heart is like a drum, its so loud
i felt the pain but i didn't let my tears to fall down
and suddenly out of my mind i said''CONGRATZ! ! I'M HAPPY FOR THE TWO OF YOU'
when i turn back my tears fell down, rushing...
i can't control it..'OUCH IT HURTS A LOT'..the only word in my mind
and then i realized that you're happy with her
so i told myself to be happy
and so did i a little bit
but the tears are always there
and so did i told myself 'I HAVE TO LET GO, HE IS HAPPY WITH HER SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF CRYING OUT FOR LOVE? '
i know it is hard but i'm trying...for you
'coz..I DO LOVE YOU...UNTIL TODAY AND SO AS YESTERDAY...