You'Re Right Poem by Elizabeth Muller

What happened to me
I didn't bring this upon myself
there is no code written that says
I can't be nice

Do I look like I want to be used?
Is it written in bold on my forehead?
'Please lead me on, then leave me high and dry'
Take what feelings I have left and grab what you can
There's some left, so please just take it away
It feels so good to hurt, obviously, other wise you wouldn't be doing it

You guys are not selfish, you just want me to be happy
I'm happy when I'm hurting
I'm happy when I'm flirting
I'm happy when you're squirting
Honestly, is that how I'm perceived?

Of course, why on earth would I deceive you?
You guys are right.

Do I have much left to offer now?
Could someone please show me how to not like after being hurt so often
It's just too common
Maybe it's my life ahead of me
But no, I'm worth something
So why do I feel like nothing?

And here I think I've got something to show for
But you break me down, and it does work.
I did not ask for it, I was just me
though should I not be?

Tell me differently, that you want to be with me
That I'm someone who deserves more than one night
That I have what it takes
so I don't have to fight