You Really Are Gold Stars (Prose) (Part Four) Poem by J Knight

You could say some words to shine heart and view sunshine/ I say: “You can make the red sun when you speak through your smiling lips. If I held you... I could live again. Say some thing’s to raise the dead. I want my life, thru neon again. I want to hold those words out west and drink them from you”/ “You’re the red Universe and you could say some words for me to live again/ under the red mornings of blue sky and that’s me star/ your golden halo hair, with your smile/ you’re rainbow love/ you could say some thing’s to be oxygen/ I can taste your eyes and blue sky and gold stars while you watch my heart sky in your smile, and you goddess can do anything/ “Hey Aphrodite, I stepped outside”/ give me your red lips/ I’m dying as the light stars shine thru neon oxygen that colors my death/ you could say some words from your eyes that could soothe me/ something all day, my death/ I’m twisting thru neon that was crying/ give me your heart and say: “You waited so long”/ Fiber-optic heart and taste your picture with the light sun, and hold me at dawn, in neon shine/ you are red mornings of stars, broken heart says: “You can give me your smile and I want to live. Come around so I can taste your eyes and sky and know everything’s alright for us- so sad girl when the darkness falls, you’re love... give me all those words and gold shine”/ you’re neon and blue skies of the dead, and I was meant to curl up in my sorrow/we could be together/ You’re gonna break life girl. Only you could be hearts over world... I want to be pure heart and gold stars... you could be pure heart dawn/ love/ “I got star hope, and it’s tragic lives, heart connections, changing color with your smile”/ lips/ you came to break my grave- give me some words so I don’t have to be sad/ I’m twisting and you smile/ lips/ you hold those words so I jumped out west to become my eyes from your smile/ Hey Aphrodite... I’m looking alive again/ I need you/ I went out west and I had one wish/ you can make it with me and raise the light Aphrodite/ Just say some words I don’t understand... you could soothe my world, how you were meant to shine/ I want to drink all the dead/ “You can do it. You’re a paranoid day”/ sun jumped out west and you could be the palms of stars and know everything’s alright for you... This love/ you’re gold star hope, and make it all better/ “I’m the east, and we’re off sun. Out west and I’m neon oxygen and that’s me under the heart... I waited for so long, and you could stay with your smile star feelings for us/ “Hey Aphrodite, I want to raise my head in all that color until I see you could be that beauty that doesn’t exist/ my heart/ you raise the stars and make them shine your candy heart / Hey Aphrodite... I want to drink the day, through light breath that shines, star/ You’re why I held on, Goddess/ Only you and your eyes heart sky and I look deep inside you, your crayon eyes- that heart connections, changing color with you candy... and that’s gold stars and the world/ your beauty/ around... you’re the sky and I need you to be heart-say: “I’ll do anything to hear your lips”/ no, no, no, no, you were hope/ I had not yet taken the form of heaven blue and gold life/ I had not yet awoken/ so tragic here without you/ paranoid red lips/ I waited for you/ You could say words- I could drink your smile/ I waited for a while for candy heart/ I’ll crawl from my grave/ so tragic here without you/ I’m twisting thru that oxygen that was crying for you/ black night with the star of love/ the paranoid day/ sun jumped into the color over America/ glistening magnificently in your candy heart twinkle in the stars shine sky and I held it there feeling the palms of life... and drink your smile/ you’re all glow and held my heart/ break my world from the heart connections, changing color with you to shine/ connections changing color with candy heart/ “I waited for a while... so long”/ “Aphrodite... I knew you become a view of star hope, and words and my grave- make my paradise. You can be oxygen. You twinkle life girl”/ I don’t wanna die again... be my medicine/ “So tonight shine, Goddess... light. You’re candy heart and a mystery baby... and when people rise with your light, you’re gold stars/