You Want You Nine Year Old Girl 4 Years To Long... Poem by Michelle Guza

its hard to try and live with out my life
Its hard to breath with out the air
Impossible you say… but I’m doing it now
Lock yourself in your mind and you will see how
No one to talk to never wanting to share
Get close to someone again I don’t dare
You scared me and nothing will take that hurt away
Till I brake free this feeling will stay
Lost in a sea of hopelessness and no where to run
If you don’t let me go you will soon enough see me walk into the sun
Alone with out you by my side
In this house I feel like I just died
Everyone one is watching and not a hand to hold
Quit trying to fit me in you little mold
I will not fit and you cant make me
Just fall back and let me be
Your destroying what once was joy
Now you acting like I am some kind of toy
Stop treating me like I am nine
Just let me grow up…so far i’m doing fine
I can do this with out you and I have to keep going
I’m not the little girl that you want me to be showing
Let me go and let me grow up i’m not goona do wrong
Its just that you want you nine year old girl for four years to long! !