Your Suppost To Be Mine... Poem by Carol Isloved

You are here
And i am there.
And it seems like tonight
I got no where to go.
And your alone
And I am afraid
Because before if i couldnt feel your heartbeat
you were to far away
And now if I sense your preasents
Your way to close.
So get away
And dont come back
Untill we both know what we want.
confusion hurts you now
and pain gets to me now
I can't explain anything anymore,
Because i NEED to do this over!
Another day looking at you hurts
because i know what all of this once was...
were not the same
And i dont know why,
Why did you let go?
I'm fighting but why even try?
i mean am i right?
or am I wrong...again?
I cant think
It's getting to me
All in my head
I'll just stay in bed
And never go out
When i have doubt
I am so broken...
Look in my eyes
AND MAKE ME TELL YOU THE TRUTH
Instead of my 'im okay' LIES! !
I feel dead and inside my head im with you again
and its how it should be
but thats not reality
and i dont think it will ever be the same
I lie awake and think of us
And smile then cry for what is lost
And i wish more than anything
you were here with me
but I guess ill be happy that this,
that YOU were once
mine