Youre Best Friend Poem by Silence Dogood

I cant pretend anymore.
Saying everything Ive said before.
Ive had my own troubles that you dont know.
Ive only let certain things show.
You see the smiles the laughs and the tears.
But ive hidden the doubt and the fears.
the scars from the pain I had to hold.
The secrets that are still untold.
Efect me day after day.
The blame that never fades.
Everything you put on me.
Only added to my silent screams.
Because what you never knew.
Was that the scars were all from you.
The blame and the guilt you made me feel.
The pain and the hurt that was all to real.
The tears i cried that you never saw.
The misery that was still so raw.
The crying the fighting has to end.
I just cant be youre best friend.