Zone Two: What Is About Tomorrow? Poem by Atef Ayadi

AAAAAA AH!


i am a day to day person...


the idea,
the question, and

the concept of
'what is about tomorrow'


freek me out! (downward sharp voice: out!)

i have
tONZ of TONZ


of
work, stuff to do,
other stuff i call them 'i do not know.'


stuff i dream to do
and forget to do,


stuff i should do, i must do,

and forget to do....


man! i need a boot camps
to learn to be a machine,
a robot,

a list or script
executor...


so i need discipline,
mastery,

and
creativity as an option or leverage
which i favor the most and every time...

so i keep being busy

and alive
by doing what is close to me....


some times

i resign

leave my mind does what it is designed for

and do the energy field yo gaaaaa!


gaga gg ggggaa


lady gaga....she is


man! a ga! gaaaa pu ssi lipstic on a
a dirty slippery wild lips....


the rest hour of the day,

i train myself to defend against
feminine energy's ice and electric chocks...