Rayan ahhh

Sympathy For The Unwilling Martyr

This constant pain I’m not sure I can take it..
these consolatory words are enough to break me..
“just be stronger”… and you’ll make it..
“think happier” and your internal world will change it…
there is no cure there is no treatment…
when I smile it’s because I fake it…
I want to see the last day through as someone who was there and unshaken..
I hide my feelings bury my tears..
tell them all there’s nothing to fear.. “I’m going to make it”..
but inside my lungs burn and my capillaries cry.. an iron rich fluid..
I know because too often I taste it.. ...