I refuse to kiss
during rainy nights,
while the fire burns cold november.
I refuse to stay up late with you,
...
It’s a Tuesday evening filled with
copious amounts of nothing.
Silence; whispering into an empty room,
only occupied with furniture of hollow thoughts and
...
I’m surrounded by hundreds of new faces.
Not one have I ever cared about,
nor want to acknowledged..
pushing my existence past
...
You touched my heart,
grew flowers in my eyes, and
kindness on my fingertips.
I just want to thank you for being the one to
...
Four hands planted her mind into the earth,
now perceived as a Willow
...
Just another one of those over-ripe adolescent teenagers always up to nothing but shenanigans.)
To Love An Old Friend
I refuse to kiss
during rainy nights,
while the fire burns cold november.
I refuse to stay up late with you,
or smoke cigarettes in december.
I refuse to make
sweet, sinful love
while we resonate to Bon Iver.
But I refuse to even listen,
because I know there's no one there.
I want to share a moment,
one of beauty
and pure bliss,
But I dare not taint
those lonely nights, in exchange
for just a kiss.
Cause when you're gone,
my rhymes are done;
I can't deal with all this pain
If I gave up the only place
that hasn't stained
your name.